失恋

<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <div style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #5d6881; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, 宋体, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 25px; margin: 0px auto 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">(又过了一个月...)</span></span></div> <div style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #555555; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 20px; margin: 0px auto; padding: 0px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">(15.7.08)</span></span></div> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">完了. 现已经离开了北京. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">这几天比较紧张, 因为猛然发现我还有很多事办...可是来不及. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">还有, 在北京的最后一些天天气那么完美, 我有点舍不得离开. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">(在瑞士)最好的朋友来看我和她的男朋友, 所以我们这两个星期每天在一起, 去公园, 买东西, 吃晚饭. 花了真不少钱 >_<'   </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">幸亏最后一天偏偏开始下雨, 让我的离开轻松一点...</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">怎么说, 我感觉有点奇怪, 不只是因为我住在中国的时候已经结束了, 更是因为我现在一个人在飞机. 我原来打算和我的韩国同学, lina, 一起去汉城, 去她家住.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">可是因为我们来晚了, 她误了她的飞机, 真可笑, 我要先过去, 她的父母来接我. 问题是,她的父母除了韩语不会说别的语言....</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">到了incheon机场以后, 没问题了, 她妹妹来接我. 她的妹妹在上海上了中学, 汉语说得很好.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; font-size: medium; line-height: 28px;">第一天虽然我的朋友不在我身边, 我还是玩得很有意思. </span><br /> <div style="border: 0px; margin: 0px auto; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"> <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">先得了吧. 我以后要总结在韩国过得怎么样. </span></div> <div style="border: 0px; color: #5d6881; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 25px; margin: 0px auto 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"> <br /><div style="border: 0px; margin: 0px auto 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"> <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">现在有别的让我头疼的事情.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我在韩国. 应该很开心吧. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">没想到我猛然会又有那么失恋的感觉.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我想了很多, 最后觉得现代情人最大的问题一定是缺乏沟通. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">各各有自己的想法, 凭自己的经验来办事. 不考虑对方的背景. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">加没有好好谈事情, 缺少的开通.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我喜欢的男人好像开始不顾我. 我上次充满希望写了, 虽然他要去美国, 我要回瑞士, 我们要好好享受在一起的时候. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">他是好男人. 他让我从新相信男女人之间的感情不只是玩游戏. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">虽然会有花花公子世界上也有关怀的好男人. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我那时感到那么幸福, 可是很怕想我们的未来. 我们两个明确意识到长途恋爱不行, 因为我们分开的时间太长, 不知道我们会什么时候再见面. 而且我们互相确定了不要为了对方放弃自己的梦想...</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我不能陪他去美国, 说实话也不要...我比较切实:</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">如果我放弃我的打算, 陪他去美国, 会给他很多压力. 我们俩谈恋爱的时间不长, 我们俩都不够成熟. 不是我不相信他. 可是他喜欢西方女的, 他要去美国. 当然会认识很多很有意思的女的. 有可能会喜欢上别的女的. 那怎么办? 是自然的. 可是如果我为了他放弃我的梦想我会无法原谅他, 会一辈子怨他. 所以长途谈恋爱, 陪他去美国都不行.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">可是怎么办? 我已经统统地喜欢上他. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">虽然没有一起的未来我还想知道他怎么样, 听他的声音, 知道他的消息. 我想像了我们俩去别的国家的时候会越来越少联系, 虽然会痛苦, 慢慢会适应新的环境, 最后可能会变成朋友 (其实不是我真正的希望, 可是我想是最切实的办法)...</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">可是他好像有别的想法. 他一个星期不但不主动地联系我, 而且连我发个他的短信都不回答.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我不知道他的脑子在想什么. 他可能干脆地不在爱我了, 要消失我的回忆. 可是为什么? 我对他没有做坏事....又可能他还对我有感觉可是因为没有希望, 他不要伤害我, 也不要伤害自己,所以突然决定远离一点. 甚至试试说服自己我是便宜的女人, 我现在在韩国找很或男的(他知道我比较喜欢韩国男的, 可是也知道我不是那种女人).</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">但是他的这种方法却有相反的效果. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我更担心他, 更怀念他. 他的办法太突然, 太过分, 我敢说太有戏剧性.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">怎么办? 我希望他会再考虑我们的情况. 虽然可能性很小, 我希望他会联系我. 我希望他对我还保持好感. 我很重视他怎样看我. 说实话我还希望他会爱我. 因为我不愿意放弃我对他的感情. 我去他老家的时候, 他当导游陪我旅行的时候, 走在我面前时. 我看他的后身感觉充满感谢我找到了这样的一个男人.我们是通过网上认识的,这种情况有点危险.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">可是我认识的人是一个天使. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">不是有纯白忽闪的翅膀的一个普通天使, 而是一个没有说话的技巧, 不要别人接近他, 自己感觉没有人能理解他, 觉得自己有阴暗的性格的一个黑天使. 一个拥有一颗善良心的黑天使.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我一己的黑天使. 虽然我告诉他我确信他不能想像我多么感谢他, 多么赞赏他对我做的一切.</span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">看我写这些的人会觉得我爱疯了. 有可能. 我现在对他充满感情可能加剧我的表示方法, 可是我知道我过了几个月, 年以后还会记得他对我多么好. 我那时差不多信不过所有的男人, 放弃找不会骗我的男朋友, 厉害地失望...幸亏没有绝望, 幸亏认识了他. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我爱你. 对不起, 我不会再打扰你. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">可是我要大声地表白: 我爱你. </span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我不会轻易地放弃我对你的爱情, 更不会忘记你. </span></div> <br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">我快要回国. 我爸爸没有钱, 没有真正的家, 所以我要自己找一个房间. 可是没有钱, 所以还要申请奖学金, 找打工的机会. 我会努力的奋斗, 独立, 成熟. 我要为了你, 为了自己加油. 希望我能去美国看你. 真的. 我会努力的. 请你别把我忘掉.</span><br /></div> <br /> <div style="border: 0px; color: #5d6881; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 25px; margin: 0px auto; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"> <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 黑体; line-height: 28px;">(我现在在韩国. 我要快乐. 先要好好参观seoul, 以后去南方(pusan,)游泳,放松一点. 不要过得难过, 想太多. 可是我真的希望能解决我和他的问题. 我不要放弃他.)</span></div> </div>

失恋

(又过了一个月...) (15.7.08) 完了. 现已经离开了北京.  这几天比较紧张, 因为猛然发现我还有很多事办...可是来不及.  还有, 在北京的最后一些天天气那么完美, 我有点舍不得离开.  (在瑞士)最好的朋友来看我和她的男朋友, 所以我们这两个星期每天在...

Woodenfish China 2014 ～

<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <div style="text-align: left;"> <span style="background-color: transparent; text-align: justify;">So...what have I been up to until now? Nothing much, really. I am busy with university courses (Japanese and Psychology), teacher training and teaching (free) German classes. I'm also putting together all documents for my application at Yonsei university in Korea. </span>Plus I've started reading many books about Zen Buddhism, mainly <i>Thich Nhat Hanh</i> and <i>D.T. Suzuki</i>'s works. These days I try to live in a more mindful way, which means that I try to enjoy the present and not overshadow certain moments with worries about the future or memories from the past. </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> Today I received the confirmation so I can finally announce other cool news:</div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: large;">This summer I will spend 1 month in a Chinese Buddhist Temple.</span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-3/woodenfish2014.png" /><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <b>The Woodenfish Project</b> or <i>Humanistic Buddhist Monastic Life Program</i> as it is called, offers the opportunity to live in a buddhist temple, attend lectures about Buddhism and experience various cultural aspects of traditional Chinese arts. It also includes seven-day <i>silent meditation retreat</i> and a cultural tour to <i>Wutai Shan</i>, one of the 4 Sacred Mountains in Chinese Buddhism.</div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> I'm super looking forward to this unique experience and hope it will feed me both intellectually and spiritually. It also seems to be at <u>a great timing</u>, right after graduation and before my fresh new start in Korea.</div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> The application is still open until the end of April so if you're interested, check their site for more information: <a href="http://www.woodenfish.org/hbmlp" target="_blank">http://www.woodenfish.org/</a></div> </div>

Woodenfish China 2014 ～

So...what have I been up to until now? Nothing much, really. I am busy with university courses (Japanese and Psychology), teacher training...

Happy Horse Year ～

<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <div style="text-align: justify;"> For the first since she returned from her long Japan Trip I met up with <a href="http://www.nekoblog.ch/" target="_blank">Nekochan</a>. We had thought about the possibility of cooking together and coincidentally our meet up just fell lunar New Year's eve. I just realized it the very day itself so I hurriedly prepared <a href="http://www.laurita.ch/2012/01/happy-dragon-year.html" target="_blank">my yearly <b>倒福 sign</b></a> to post on the door. Today marks the start of the <b>Green Wooden Horse</b> so I decorated the sign accordingly.</div> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-1/cny2014-1.png" style="display: none;" /><img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-1/cny2014-2.png" /><br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <b>I proposed making gyoza/jiaozi/mandu</b> because it's one of the traditional food prepared in China during Lunar New Year. Nekochan was a bit skeptical about the expense of making them but I was able to convince her since <a href="http://www.laurita.ch/2012/02/winter-sickness.html" target="_blank">I'd already prepared Kimchi mandu</a> a while ago. So we bought groceries in our local Asia store, mixed all the ingredients and started making our own gyoza.</div> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-1/cny2014-3.png" /><br /> <img src="http://www.chinesezodiac.org/images/horse.gif" /><br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> The gyoza making turned to be an entertaining activity because we kept telling each other funny stories. Although we had two packages of Gyoza skin we used them all and ended up making some cabbage rolls too. After cooking we proudly declared our creations as delicious, even Nekochan's bf said they were great. Super proud!</div> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-1/cny2014-4.png" /><br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> After cooking we went on a huge camwhoring session but since that part is very, very image heavy (yup, we were enjoying ourselves) I'll reserve it for a separate entry...</div> <img src="http://www.stayeastanglia.com/images/stars/AA/2_rosettes.gif" /> <img src="http://www.stayeastanglia.com/images/stars/AA/2_rosettes.gif" /> <img src="http://www.stayeastanglia.com/images/stars/AA/2_rosettes.gif" /> <img src="http://www.stayeastanglia.com/images/stars/AA/2_rosettes.gif" /> <img src="http://www.stayeastanglia.com/images/stars/AA/2_rosettes.gif" /><br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> My Korean friends seem to be puzzled by the reversed luck sign, I kept explaining that <i>I am not a Chinese character noob </i>but that it's Chinese custom to hang up the <b>reversed luck (倒福)</b> sign as a wish for l<b>uck to come (到福)</b>. For those who aren't convinced yet, in Korean it's called 도복 and in Japanese <span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22px; text-align: start;">とうふく</span>. Google it! =P</div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/proxy/AVvXsEi0SYw-ibOJb1vgNR1_7KSQWqwYeBt0O7pB10RukP8cJKXi1vMCrsEiq7Y3uCpYSSwVwyY2NPqy5ygWuIkANpay9CYIbZ2z61f0IuhTXI6xV67IXQ40LeoS3qvX0f3lAsJH6VNqWUk08w2-dTsfSDdl50bHVjuK0KwMnCiLrX1y=" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2014-1/cny2014-1.png" /></a></div> <span style="font-size: large;">Wishing everyone a prosperous new year! </span><br /> <span style="font-size: large;">Hope all your wishes come true~</span><br /> <span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">新年快樂，馬上有福</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://montsegur2008.unblog.fr/files/2010/02/chinois078.gif" /></div> </div> <!-- Blogger automated replacement: "https://images-blogger-opensocial.googleusercontent.com/gadgets/proxy?url=http%3A%2F%2Fstudio-lacosta.ch%2Fblog-pix%2Feveryday%2F2014-1%2Fcny2014-1.png&container=blogger&gadget=a&rewriteMime=image%2F*" with "https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/proxy/AVvXsEi0SYw-ibOJb1vgNR1_7KSQWqwYeBt0O7pB10RukP8cJKXi1vMCrsEiq7Y3uCpYSSwVwyY2NPqy5ygWuIkANpay9CYIbZ2z61f0IuhTXI6xV67IXQ40LeoS3qvX0f3lAsJH6VNqWUk08w2-dTsfSDdl50bHVjuK0KwMnCiLrX1y=" -->

Happy Horse Year ～

For the first since she returned from her long Japan Trip I met up with Nekochan . We had thought about the possibility of cooking togeth...

My Korean Dream ～

<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2013-12/headerkorea.png" style="display: none;" /><br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> As this year is slowly coming to an end my new plans have taken concrete form and are approaching with every passing month it's time to officially announce my new project! </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <a href="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/rotblauweinen.gif" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/rotblauweinen.gif" width="60" /></a><span style="font-size: large;">Remember <a href="http://www.laurita.ch/2012/09/life-changing-decisions.html" target="_blank">my last post about the future</a>? </span>It was only 1 year ago and I was so insecure with all the possibilities but my life was so much different than now because I was also including my (then) fiancé in those plans since I wanted to move abroad with him. ( ‾ʖ̫‾)</div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: large;">Many things changed. </span><br /> My new plan is none of those I listed last year, I made a completely new plan. After visiting Korea 2 times, this summer I finally fulfilled my wish of going to Summer School in Korea for 3 months. It was a super hot summer (even the locals were complaining) but I never got sick of Korea or the food or the people and when I had to leave in September I felt like I had just warmed up and the best (refreshing) season was yet to come, I also felt bad leaving my class at Yonsei University behind, studying Korean was such an enjoyment... </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> So I've decided to pursue a Master's degree in a completely different field (let's leave the exotic languages aside, shall we?), most probably it will be <b>international trade</b> at Yonsei University's <i>Graduate School of </i><i>International Studies</i> and combine it with my dream of living in Korea for an extended period of time. </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: large;">It has become a new dream, <i>my Korean Dream</i>.</span><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> I am aware that I sound like a Kpop fanatic who fantasizes about their dream country Korea (sorry to my readers who are such fans!) and I really want to deny that impression: I've lived in Asia (China) before. I've cohabited for years and had marriage plans with a Chinese guy. I don't idealize Asia and know all of the challenges that I'll be facing but still I really want to do it. I go as far as saying that if I'm able to find a good job or/and find a serious relationship and don't experience any opinion-changing trauma after my 2 years of studies there I could also imagine settling down there. </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <i><span style="color: #d0e0e3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: large;">~ Flashback Start ~</span></i></div> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <a href="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/lovechina.gif" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/lovechina.gif" width="65" /></a><span style="color: #38761d;"><b>Learning Chinese</b></span> was my father's idea and became a hobby in my childhood. During my teenage years and many short travels to China I'd already started fantasizing of leaving Europe and staying in Asia. I decided that I wanted to study Sinology (mainly to be able to live in China for a year) when I was 16 and <b>that became my driving force</b>. I breathed Chinese culture through extensive lecture of historical novels and watching Taiwanese dramas all night long and listening to Cpop on my way to high school. After starting university and studying like mad during the first year <b>I received a scholarship from the Chinese government</b>. Thus I was able to fulfill my <i>teenage dream </i>and live in Beijing for a year when I was 20. Thanks to my studies I was able to go there but also due to my studies I had to come back to finish up here. After meeting my Chinese fiancé and making plans<b> I was ready to move to China</b> but in my recent travels I found that the changing society and specially the pollution had become a big drawback for me. Now without my Chinese fiancé I feel less inclined to settle there. Still, I really love the country and want to visit there frequently. There are so many places in China I still want to discover and so much yummy food to eat! </div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2013-12/chinapast.png" width="600" /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> On the other hand this year<span style="color: #e06666;"> <b>I visited Japan for the first time</b></span>. I'd started my passion for Japanese things   when I was about 12-13 and started drawing in Manga-style. I watched Anime and bought Manga and learned about Japanese culture. <b>But I never considered myself a <i>Japan Fan</i></b> because back then Visual Kei was super popular and I never got into JRock or dreamed of marrying a Japanese guy like many German girls in my online Manga/Anime community. S<b>till, I kept my passion for Manga and Japanese culture</b> and in my twens I also started getting interested in Japanese Fashion. I wore general Asian fashion and Lolita clothes, tried some Gyaru style and even Mori Girl. I tried wearing wigs and false eyelashes and colorful contact lens (I failed TT). I bought and downloaded Japanese fashion magazines and read them like a bible. I also scanned my own Gothic Lolita Bible. <b>Recently I've calmed down but I still consider Japanese fashion styles my favorite</b> and Japanese culture intriguing. When I visited Japan and discovered not only the prevailing Kawaiiness and food that was great plus the friendly and helpful people but also nearly went mad with the available fashion. In my opinion  Korea doesn't lack many things I need (except for chocolate), but I think Japanese fashion has much more variety so I definitely plan to take shopping trips to Japan! Also I only visited the Kansai area and I'm eager to discover many more places in Japan.</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2013-12/kansai2013.png" width="600" /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <i><span style="color: #d0e0e3; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: large;">~ Flashback End ~</span></i></div> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <a href="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/rotblauwink.gif" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/laurita-chan/rotblauwink.gif" width="80" /></a></div> <br /> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: large;">Korea and its language did not only reignite my passion</span> (the one I also used to have for China) but it is also perfectly situated between the other two countries I'd love to explore more. <span style="color: #3d85c6;">To me it seems like a dream being 2-3 flight hours away from either China or Japan</span>, being able to eat lots of yummy Chinese food or go shopping in Japan. On the other hand I remember I was perfectly content while i was in Korea. I ate Korean food pretty much every day, all day and I didn't get sick of it, no, I kept having cravings for Korean food. I only started discovering the country and making some new friends. Applying learned words outside class gave me sensational feelings of success. After some beers I held conversations about couples or Korean society and theories in Korean while still being a complete beginner, <b>I just didn't feel any shame and speaking Korean was a delight. </b><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">❤</span></span> I also really liked Yonsei University and the teachers and it being a top university just added to its positive points. I want to go back. As fast as possible. But at the same time I still don't have a profession, so I decided to go for further (and more useful) studies. I hope to be able to both study and have a part-time job (maybe as a German teacher) while experiencing the <i>real</i> Korean life. </div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <img src="http://studio-lacosta.ch/blog-pix/everyday/2013-12/korea2013.png" width="600" /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: large;">Actually I shouldn't feel the urge to list any reason for my decision.</span> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> It's just the way it is and I want to follow my heart. But I think everything I wrote down might bring my decision nearer to you, didn't it? Thank you for bearing with me. </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: white; color: #e06666; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">❤ </span></span><span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;">Do you share a similar dream? What are your dreams?</span><br /> <span style="background-color: white; color: #e06666; font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 16px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">❤ </span></span><span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;">Which ones have you realized? Any u</span><span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;">pcoming ones?</span><br /> <span style="color: #134f5c;">...btw do you like my new animated <i>laurita</i> mascot? </span></div> </div>

My Korean Dream ～

As this year is slowly coming to an end my new plans have taken concrete form and are approaching with every passing month it's time ...